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Thursday, November 01, 2007

So here i am bck to bloggin after sumtym...jz bein bz n stuff...n amidst of tis period, lotta thingy hav i learn...n of course after tis long brk...i guess tis wld b one of ma longest post...

N especially after i hav strted to werk at ma new place. bout a mnth nw..CHARAVARTHY...n yes im nt goin to hide anymore...well ya it a nite club for INDIAN...ya so wat i hav gt ma reason fer doin so...n since i strted werkin der, i hav seen nite lyf...the kind of lyf i expected to see n especially prepared...te informality of lyf whr etiquette is nt in everyone...instead enjoyment possess evry clubber....n when ppl r drunk, thing happen...well fight which was seldom since ma boss is known as one of Singapore Boxer...i dun cre...haha...n guyz bein mushy sumtym touchin here n der...99.99% to gerl of course...i hav seen it evrytin...but tat was in general everytin tat is negative...

N here im bein positive....werkin in a club is actually excitin n im really enjoyin maself der...werkin in a lyf of full of excitement...n of course wit nice colleague...Saroj, Karan, Mus, Hana, Yana, Maya(whu had jz left), Satria n Jai(Bartender) n seem tat many more waitress to cum(well yesterday 2 malay gerl came fer an interview)...nt onli tat might include GRO...so lyf must b great huh...haha....n of course ma Manager Devi, Roy n Eric....

Well colleague is one...excitement is another...when i first strted werkin b4 Hari Raya...gt to see a pole dancer...well sumhw hot...bt doesnt melt me..haha...well need more then tat...amidst of the dancing....suddenly i felt sad...ma own local malay doin tat...i suddenly felt sinful...

Bt nw those feelin r gone...i hav t used to tat..y??? Coz i hav mentally expected...n slowly till nw lyf is great...werkin der is very relaxin...no restriction...(earrin, hair dyed, unbutton shirt or u can even drink wit customer)...

N jz yesterday der Halloween night-cum-ladies night...the band singer wore mask n stuff n fortunately ma boss came late or else all staff hav to dress in Halloween costume...wee~

K im nt goin to go on n on cuz der no end to tis...endless fun n more to cum...n especially Deepavali n stuff...so u must b tinkin tat i hav change..bt nw im goin to explain..tit for tat...cuz i noe a lot of u peeps hav been askin hw much i hav change...n YYY???

1st of all im doin tis fer a reason...i wanna c the real lyf...night lyf is the reality...but tat nt the main reason..i nd to werk full tym to pay fer ma fees...n tis is sumhw one of the onli way...since ma schlin tym is from 10am-5pm...i cldnt werk full tym elsewhr...y??? Werkin hr evrywhr is from 7am-3pm, 3pm-11pm or 11pm-7am...so guyz do u c ma dilemma...n besides tat werkin part tym wunt get me elsewhr...der a lotta of wan tat i nd to bring out...motor license n especially to enrol in either Piano or Keyboard soon...goin to discuss wit Mr Delfi(1 of the teacher being recommend by Miss Celine a Head of a Cultural Club in Republic Polytechnic) sumtym in mid Dec...n of course no obligation..n if any of u wanna noe..tat is part of ma drmz n im headin towards tat...

But of course thing aren't goin easy...werkin 6 days a wk from 8pm -3am n sumtym gt sch in the murnin...bt i noe im goin to sacrifice a lotta of thing n especially ma slp...cuz it ma LUXURY ryte nw rather than a need...

N besides tat...i dun smoke n drink...most of u knew tat n b4 i strted werkin in Chakravarthy, i promise i wld nvr even strted...even if the customer offer me...i jz wanna prove tat i hav self control n doesnt mean werkin der im lvl wit all the clubber...n yesterday, one of the bouncer Aravin asked me whether i smoke or drink jz to confirm...i say i dun...n whether i hav a gf...i deny...well he was shocked....nt onli him almost all the staff der...n he said 1 thing tat make me proud of maself..."U're too good to be true"...well haha...but of course sayin n restrictin maself is another thing....

Yesterday one of the customer offered me a drink...Chivas...n of i course i denied...hey it nt easy the way Brotherhood comfort u...it hard to resist but it nutin to me...i jz said i drink coke n im jz said to him to cheers wit ma Coke in hand...simple huh well of course when ma mind hav decided on sumtin...nt onli tat a lot of customer offered me drink...Bombay Sapphire Chivas n etc...n of course u noe wat i did...to any customer rich or poor i dun cre...even to Mr Jack Ring(all fingers decorated wit gold ring) which hav spent bout $900 tat nite...

So guyz i hav explain all...im bein maself nutin wld b able to change me...n of course im proud to hav learn a lot of thing n even cashierin...n includin tis i shld say tat i hav werk in 4 diff type of F&B...Pizza Hut(fastfood), Beach Cabana(outdoor alfresco), Carlton Hotel(Buffet Style) n now Chakravarthy(Music Lounge or sumhw a nite club)...n i noe der sumtin missin which is fine dining or banquet in hotel...tat might b ma nxt target or better still im doin tat fer attachment...n even if so, tat will b ma nxt challenges n i noe im ready fer it...

N besides tat, im gonna werk bck in Carlton tis Sat....n excited to c all the other colleague...wat more might b goin dinner in a wk tym wit sumone..haha..well ok jz a friend...bt wat excite me nw is tat I hav gt a new fam member...a gerl n it hav change me sumhw by lurin me to get bck early everytym...

So i noe tis is one if ma longest post...but tis hav been happenin after sumtym...in fact der more bt cum on i nd nt put tat dwn...

Bt f course i noe im nt gonna stop from bein a singer n i hav seen a positive sign..after i hav discover tat i am able to pull through a certain note...almost to b honest...bt tat nt the point...I HAVE DISCOVERED SUMTIN BOUT SINGIN TECHNIQUE...wish me guy!!!

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Sunday, September 30, 2007

As usual the same old hectic borin schedule of goin to werk n bck home...isnt lyf tat borin???But at least when music cum into the picture nw tat interestin...so confuse huh wat im talkin bout...

So it goes lyk tis...durin the werk tym...i did talk to Tiffany well the one which oqaeyz werk durin dinner(coz ders 2 Tiffany)...so we were talkin bout makin our own music..interestin huh...n oso to Alan one of the room service guy who can play saxophone n percussion...so im realli gettin excited fer tat...well at least we did talk jz fer fun 1st...but whu noe we can perform at HOTEL LOUNGES(it had been a drmz fer me n Tiffany to sing der)...so let jz see w/o hopin yet...

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

The past 2 days hav been the day i spent most of ma tym wit ma Carlton Colleague...on thurs did went to Costa Sand Resort Chalet n meet Jasmine n Tiff der..didnt expect the rest were nt...

Then rite after werk yesterday...the 4 of us...well u guyz wunt noe who...we went to OCH!!!..well it ma 2nd tym n ya i didnt c anytin though Dinesh n Jacintha saw sumtin...so we will b goin again n tis tym will b exploru uyhe mortuary...which most of the public do nt noe whr..

Besides tat, most probab;y i will b quitin from Carlton soon..y??? I hav gt ma reason...u guyz will noe soon...

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

So finally i hav gt tat courage bck in werkin...after todae i felt tat everytin is as per normal..a bit bz n stuff bt everytin is fine nw...

Besides tat i hav oso fixed bck ma old specs...so it will b easier fer me rather than squintin ma eyes n look lyka nnerd maybe???

So tat done...bt still sumtin botherin me...in been quite sumtin since i did a research islandwide to find any malay karaoke contest bt to no avail...yes im goin to compete bt in the CC lvl first.. bt hw to when i cldnt find any contest...

Well y am i interested suddenly??? It jz to noe whr i stnd b4 enterin fer ANUGERAH nxt yr...wish me luck guys!!!

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

Im jz in no mood to say anytin...after wat i did over again n again...but i nd to speak up...n here i am feelin useless...

Jz a few day bck i made a customer angry...n todae it even worse..but im nt goin to say anymore..bt of course it ma mistake...jz the the stupidest mistake ever...jz so stupid!!! But tis thing happen...y??? Coz i was did nt bother to ask...im jz so paisey...n besides tat der r so many thing tat goes wrong...

But tat nt the point...wat matter most is all of ma fwen was oso blame n tat wat bother me...i dun ind gettin reprimanded upside dwn..bt jz becoz of ma dumb mistake, they were affected...u noe hw it felt??? No guyz u dun...

N nw seriously i jz felt so useless...i wanna run away to anywhr from evrytin if i cld...n to all ma fwen im realli sorri...it jz so dumb n stupid of me...i noe tat i hav to bark up n i realli hav to...but if u ask me ryte nw, no wunt i jz wanna run away...the kind of feelin whr i hope when i slp i nvr wake up...well if i hav the chance...

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

Thing seriously hasnt gone too well fer me...of course it part of ma fault...but tat nt the point it is y u drive me to do a certain thing...

Like todae...i was suppose to turn up fer werk in the murnin but i didnt...i was a bit late so i guess it wunt b nice...but the real cause was der tis feelin tat hinder me from goin to werk...the usual excitement in me...its all gone at the moment...

Then todae did overspent on entertainment though i noe it was fer ma fee n gt no idea hw to compensate...aargh!!!

N lastly on ma way bck, i tot of werkin in the murnin to compensate on ma losses....n instead gt a scoldin from ma boss fer ma absent todae...so hw do u tink i can go bck to werk tmr...but i hav to...

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Todae i gt to werk fer brkfast fer the first tym...well n esp gt to noe Jasmine...n even mistook her fer Tiffany...they jz look alike from the bck...haha

Well bout 3pm after werk n...chillz wit dem fer awhile b4 goin fer bowling maself...jz wanna kill tym b4 goin bck to werk at 6pm...

N jz as i tot everytin was goin to b ok...it was a disaster...i jz lose focuz n ended up making one of the customer very angry...jz dun wanna go on tokin bout it...bt wat i can say...is jz tat at tat point ma mind was elsewhere...it was nt me...i was tinkin sumtin else..bt i hav to admit tat i was in a wrong...bt hw to be professional when i hav a lot of worry to maself???..n ryte nw let it b a secret...

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